Options

So life has been crazy lately. Not only am I dealing with the regular school pressure I am dealing with the pressure of decision making. You see, I have so many options ahead of me this summer.

1. Go back to work with GooseJumps for another season having a more leadership/administration role with specific hours. Awesome. This is a certainty option. The downside? Being home for ANOTHER summer. 
2. I am putting my name in for Presidential Ambassadors President next year. We don't vote until I don't know when. This is an unknown option.
3. I am applying for a summer scholarship to go to South Korea for a month or so. Applications are due in the next week and a half. Another unknown option.
4. At the recent career fair I left my resume with this company and I am going to interview with them hopefully soon.

Sometimes I hate options and making decisions. I have turned down one option already that I know I would have been awesome at, and unfortunately the option I turned it down for, turned me down too. Eff. But I am of that. I think what I am really becoming anxious about is the unknown. Not knowing whether or not I can do certain things, achieve goals and what not. All the while trying to find out if OT is what I really want to do with my life. Can I really survive 4 more years of school (finishing my bachelors and the OT masters program), or a recent option is doing Public Administration. See too many options.